Easy…

Riding and having horses just seems so easy for so many people. They take ten years off riding and find a perfect horse to lease, already trained and affordable. They buy a foal online, sight unseen, no vet check, and have it be a dream to train and grow up healthy. They go through the levels on thier horse, getting better together with time. I am not doubting that they work hard, and these are good people who deserve good things to happen to them.

Sometimes I just wonder what I did wrong.

All I wanted my whole life was a horse. I got the worlds most perfect pony for me…and he breaks himself after 2 short years of bliss.

Do I need to even bother saying that Lucky still.doesn’t feel right at all…